New Songs!

Hey everybody!

I have been so busy with school lately. I haven't had the time to put up any new songs. But don't worry. I just recorded some, and they should be up soon. I hope!

Peace, Love, and Blessings! :)

Come

Okay, so I wrote this song right before I went to bed Friday night. I think it's one of my best songs yet. Plus, I can see myself singing it as a duet with a certain someone. :)

Anyway, this song is about how two friends really like each other, but they don't know that the other feels the same. To them, individually, it seems like the other is completely oblivious to their feelings. So, this song is pretty much them talking to one another, saying that they want their love to be returned. But now that I think about it, this song could also talk about how you want someone who may not know you to just realize that you're always around.

Either way, this song is definitely one of my favorites. So, I hope you all like it. Enjoy!



Here are the lyrics:

My heart is longing
For someone.
My mind is racing
With dreams.
My days just stay the same
As I think of you.
What am I
Supposed to do?

You've become my target,
And my love is an arrow.
But you haven't
Walked close enough
To take the blow.

Chorus:
So, I'm just waiting
For that day
When you'll stand still
So I can hit you
With my magic arrow.

I just want to fill the space
That has been empty all my life,
And I believe
You can fill it up.

So, come into my view.
Come into my reach.
Come closer to me,
Please.

My heart is longing
For some love.
My mind is racing
With those thoughts.
My days just stay the same
As I dream of you.
What am I
Supposed to do?

You've become my target,
And I'm the plane landing.
So, can I stay steady
And land perfectly?

Chorus

My heart is longing
For your love.
My mind is racing
When I think of you.
My days just stay the same
'Cause I'm scared
To leave the place
Where I think we would finally meet.

You've become my conductor,
And I'm the lightning.
Call out to me,
So I can finally strike.

Chrous 2x


Copyrighted by Extra Special Productions (me).

Into the Picture

This is one of my more personal songs. But I still love it!

Anyway, lately I have been obsessed with the Jonas Brothers, especially Nick. Because of this, I have seen so many things in a different light and gotten my feelings hurt by reality and truth. it's kind of sad when I think about it. But that's pretty much what this song is about.

One good thing has come from my current obsession and crush. I have written some of my best songs because of Nick and his brothers. They have become my inspiration, and I don't think I could ever bear to part with them.

So, enjoy :)

Here's the video:



And here are the lyrics:

I wish I could turn back the hands of time
To when you became the only thing on my mind.
I wish I could back to then
And start all over again.

Now these days,
I get smacked in the face
By the truth and reality
Of everything.

And when I look to you,
I don't know what to think.
'Cause....

Chorus:
You make my mind go crazy.
My heart starts racing,
And I can do
Is think of you.

It feels like I know,
But I haven't met you.
And somehow,
It's like I'm wasting time.

I was never like this
Before you came into the picture.

All the days before were so good,
But now they're just filled with confusion.
I don't even try to talk to you
Because I get surrounded by tension.

But there are days
When you make me wanna say
Everything that is on my heart.

And then I really know that....

Chorus

You make my life a mess,
And I'm not at my best.
But sometimes,
You give me the best kind of things.

You give me some hope.
You give me some dreams.
You take me to reality
And restore creativity.

You've become my inspiration,
And I guess I should thank you.

Chorus

Chorus 2:
You make my mind go crazy.
My heart starts racing,
And I can do
Is think of you.

I just wanna know you,
And I wanna meet you
Even if
That's all I get.

I just wanna be friends
And nothing more.
All because
You came into the picture.

You came into my picture.


Copyrighted by Extra Special Productions (me).

Don't Forget

So, this is one of my more depressing songs. I can't believe I wrote a song like this. But, I have Kevin Jonas to thank for that. But I love that guy.

I had this daydream about a guy that I was supposedly dating, and he was getting somewhere in life. He had to go and make something of himself. The guy thought that if he actually told me that he was leaving, my tears would hold him back from achieving his dreams and moving forward. So, this song kind of comes from both perspectives.

Here's the song:

And here are the lyrics:

You left without a single word,
Leaving me alone in my bed,
Dreaming about the days ahead.

When I woke up the next day,
All I found was a note
And a picture of us.

On the back of that picture
Was a note,
And this is what it said,

Chorus:
I loved the days I spent with you,
But I'm afraid they have to end.
I'm sorry I couldn't say goodbye to you,
But if I did,
I wouldn't be able to move on ahead.

This had nothing to do with you.
It was all me.
So please,
Don't forget me.

Thinking about the days
When you and I were together
And everything was better,

Tears fall down my cheeks
Thinking of those memories
And the way you used to hold me.

If I had the courage and the strength,
I'd pick up that pen
And this is what I'd say,

Chorus 2:
I loved the days I spent with you,
And I just don't want them to end.
I don't want you to say goodbye to me,
'Cause if you did,
I'd be a mess.

I know this had nothing to do with me,
But I don't think it was all you,
So, how can I forget...

The way you used to hold me?
The way you used to love me?
The days that I was all yours?

I was your number one,
Your special little lovebug,
And you were my prince charming.

I wish I could turn back the hands of time
And somehow make you change your mind,
But I couldn't even if I wanted to.

'Cause this was all your choice.

Chorus 3:
I loved the days I spent with you,
And I never wanted them to end.
But if you have to go,
Then I'll give you me respect
And let you leave with no regrets.

'Cause I believe
That we'll meet someday again,
And we can start over.

So until that day,
I'll never forget.
Never forget.

Copyrighted by Extra Special Productions (me)


I hope you guys enjoyed it! :)

When it Comes to You (video)

Here's the video to When it Comes to You. I hope you all like it! :)

When it Comes to You

Here's a new song that I wrote a few minutes ago. I was reading all of these comments about Nick and Miley getting back together, at least what the fans think. They were saying that the two were back together, and I was thinking, "He really didn't say that." So, I ended up writing this song. I guess the fans gave me the inspiration. So, here you go:

I tend to jump to conclusions,
And then I end up hurting myself.
But it's just hard to not do
When it comes to you.

When I hear all the news and the rumors,
I really don't know what to say.
My heart starts beating faster,
And the next thing you know I'm...

Chorus
Saying the wrong things,
Being too hasty,
Being too quick with my decisions.

Skipping past the truth,
Not even listening to
What you might have to say.

It's like I'm speeding on this racetrack,
Driving by all the facts,
Just trying to get to the truth
When it comes to you.

I don't pay attention to the things around me.
I just think of myself.
Sometimes, I don't even calm down.
I just go on a little tantrum.

I don't listen to people when they talk to me.
I just think I'm right about everything.
I don't slow down.
I don't take a break.
'Cause in the end I'm just...

Chorus
When it comes to you

I just need some help.
I just need some assurance.
I just need a little confirmation.

This always happens
When I have someone
That I really care about.

I don't know what to do
When it comes to you
'Cause you're just too far away.

So, because I love you,
I just end up...

Chorus

When it comes to you,
I'm just...

Chorus

Because I love you.


And there you have it, my new song. I'm going to record it. So, be on the lookout! :)

Can't You See?

Okay, so I said that I would post the video to my new song. Well, here it is:



Btw, I'm officially out of school and a senior! So, I should have some free time to post up new lyrics and maybe a few videos. So, keep on the lookout! :)

New Song!

Hey everybody!

I just wrote and recorded a new song a capella. I put it on YouTube. But right now, I'm at school, and I can't get onto YouTube. So, as soon as I get home, I'm going to post the video on here. Please be patient.

But, I can see it now. Me as the opening act for the Jonas Brothers. That would be so awesome!

Don't Say Goodbye

Well, exams are coming up for me, and I have been pretty busy. But, I have taken time to write some new songs. Yay!

Anyway, this new song is about a rough relationship that the person wants to fix. I got the inspiration from the Jonas Brothers' song "Goodnight and Goodbye." I think its onw of my best songs yet. So, here's my new song:


This little ride we've been on,
I admit, it has been a little fun,
And it has been a little sad,
And it has been a little awkward.

But now, we're standing at a crossroad,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I could go one way,
And you could go the other.

And I stand here,
Waiting for to make a decision.
And you stand there,
Thinking of what you could do.

And I say in my heart,

Chorus
Don't walk away
Because I said just a few words.
I didn't mean any of it,
And now, I'm regretting it.
My heart is seriously aching.

And tonight,
I won't say goodnight
Unless I know that we are good.
So, I'll stand here and plead my case
Until you say you'll stay.
But please,
Don't say goodbye.

I admit there were times
Where our love was a little shaky,
But I always loved you.
I gave you my heart,
And I thought the favor was returned,
But maybe I was mistaken.

I'm gonna pour out my heart
And show you that I care.
I want you to know
That I'll always be there.
I want you to know
That you're the only one I see.

So, right now,
I'm going to say,

Chorus

This rollercoaster ride needs to come to an end,
And you need to see that I am serious.
I'm trying to tell you what's really on my heart,
So why are you so blind?

I fell in love with you,
And I still love you now.
But if you walk out that door,
I'll truly die.

So, listen to me when I say,

Chorus

Can't you see that
I can't say goodbye?


And that's my new song. I hope you liked it. I have another one, but I don't have a title for it just yet. But when I do, it'll be up in a heartbeat. So, be on the lookout. :)

Blessed Assurance

I was listening to "A Little Bit Longer" by the Jonas Brothers when I wrote this song.

There's always someone who's going to get hurt in some sort of way. This song talks about it. It also talks about how that hurt person will always have someone who they can rely on when they need to.

So, here's my song:

Everyday,
You're walking around the world,
Acting like you're perfectly okay.
But deep inside,
You're really in pain.

Throughout the day,
You put on a face
That makes everyone smile.

Yet sometimes,
When I look into your eyes,
I start to wonder
If you're dying deep inside.

Chorus
So, give me a sign.
Just tell me that everything will be okay.
Give me some assurance
That everything will be alright.

Tell me that the pain will all go away,
And that you will be fine the next day.

So, please just give me
A little blessed assurance.

You try so hard to make a difference.
Trying to reach out to people in the world
Who are just like you.

You seem okay.
You look great.
But I look into your eyes
And think I see some pain.

I want to reach out to you.
I wanna comfort you.
But since you're too far away,
What can I say?

Chorus

To be where you are now
And to find out such news.
To be at the peak of joy
And to feel the boulder that will bring you sown.
To watch as everything
Changes right in front of you.
I bet you cried,
'Cause I would cry too.

Chorus

Chorus 2
I'll wait for the sign as long as I can.
I'll walk beside you whenever I can.
I'll be the shoulder that you can cry on.
I'll be your strength throughout the storm.

I'll never leave your side
Because you never left mine.

So until the day you're ready,
I'll give you my blessed assurance.

Bird Needs Its Feathers

Honestly, I don't know why I wrote this song. It was like the words just popped into my head, and I needed to write them down before they faded away into my ever working brain. However, I am glad that I wrote it. Who knows? Maybe I could help someone get the point across to their loved one, or something like that. Oh well, please enjoy my song. :)

Verse 1

Where did you go?

Where did you hide?

Where did you run off to when you were lost deep inside?

What did I do?

What did I say?

What did I do to make you walk away?

I roamed this world,

Searching for you.

I’ve walked alone,

Longing for you.

Chorus

Why did you leave me all alone in this world?

Why did you walk away when I had no one else?

I’ve cried a thousand times since you walked away.

I’ve gone through so much pain.

When will you come home to me?

When will you finally be able to see

That I need you more than ever?

I need you like a bird needs its feathers.

Verse 2

My eyes burn from the warm tears that ran down my face.

My throat is soar because I cried out loud in an empty space.

My heart hurts from missing you.

I bet your head hurts with

Thoughts of me.

I bet your legs hurt from walking

Back and forth.

I bet your heart hurts because of me.

If there is so much pain from missing each other,

Then why won’t you come home

So we can be together?

Chorus

Verse 3

Will our worlds ever connect again?

Will they ever be one again?

If I’m a bird who has lost its feathers,

Then I can’t find my way to you.

Can’t you see that I need you now?

Can’t you see that I’m dying?

If you won’t come home to me,

Then can you say that you are finally free?

Chorus (2x)

I need you like a bird needs its feathers.

Meet You Once

This is just a song I wrote while watching this one scene in a movie. Pretty random if you ask me, but oh well. It might have some meaning to someone. You never know. I just recently found out that it has some meaning to me. So, here's my song:

I see the flashing lights.
I hear the cheering crowd.
I look everywhere,
But you're nowhere to be found.

I look to my left.
I look to my right.
I look straight ahead,
But you're not in my sight.

Then I look to the red carpet,
And I see you there
With such a smile on your face
Like you don't even care.

I try to reach out to you,
But I'm trampled by people.
I try to push my way through,
But it's just no use.

I see you walk away,
And my heart starts to break.
I wonder why this happens
Always to me.

Chorus
Is it just so wrong
To try to talk to you?
Is it just so wrong
To try to seek the truth?

The distance between us
Grows deeper and deeper so.
I try to reach out to you,
But I can't, no.

Is it just so wrong
To wanna meet you once?

I see you on the stage,
Performing like you do.
You look so happy
Doing what you do.

I clap and cheer
Like any other fan
Enjoying the performance,
Oh yes.

I wish I was down there
With you,
Just like any fan
Would want to.

When the music fades
And the show is over,
I wait in anticipation
For you to come over.

When you walk through that door,
The crowd starts to cheer,
And they all start to run to you,
Just like they do.

Chorus

I stand in the back,
Just watching the crowd go crazy,
And I wonder to myself
If I can even say a word.

Then you walk up to me
And ask for my name.
You sign something for me
With love and care.

I get a few pictures,
Just one or two.
Everything seems better
Just because of you.

And now I can finally say
That I met you.

Chorus

Someone tell me it's wrong.
Tell me it's bad.
Tell me I'm wasting my time
With such a thing.

Well, the distance between us
Is now so small,
And I just got
What I really wanted.

So, someone tell me
Is it wrong to wanna meet you once?


And there you go. My new song that I wrote in fifteen minutes. I don't know if it would be good with music or not, but it sounds good in my head. I hope you liked it.

New Blog!

Hey everybody!

So, this is my new blog. With this, I can post all of my poetry, lyrics, and what not. If you wanna use something, please ask me before you go and take it. I hate plagiarism.

Anyway, I want to spread my passion for writing to all of you and more. So, please enjoy my work! :)

Peace, Love, and Blessings!